Today we face some disagreement again.... since the day i say yes to dear, i oledy commit mysf into this relationship.. but until today, dear still feel that i ntyet acept him wholly.... after ystday's arguement, i tot we wil be fine after tat... but finaly we quarel again.... i realy feel disapointed and sad... i cry n cry n cry.... coz i feel that i was being forced til a dead end and i cannt see any light front of me... wat should i do?.... i promise not to give up this relationship & i realy try my best to manage it... but evrything i had done seems all wrong.... wrong.. wrong.......
i cant deny that i am selfish and i dont like to be other's gosip.....but i just wish evrything can be "happened" naturally....... i realy dont mean to deny dear... i know i had hurt dear when i say i dont want to let others know about our relationship... but i realy feel hurt when dear say i "not acept" him instead i oledy put whole my heart on his hand..... broken heart can be heal ?.......
Still remember...the day we agreed to be together for the remaining journey... we promise to share evrything... promise to discuss... promise to solve it together..... but izit posible?....
i dont care how ppl say us.... i try my best to manage this relationship and wont let wat ppl said happened.... dear... can we?...
i realy wish we wont have arguement or quarel over small tins again n again.... it realy harmful n hurt to both of us..... so soon.. we r goin to be together for 3 months..... dear bring me a lots of fun & let me "experienced" that i m the most "xin fu" gal in this world... i realy hope that's all are not "temporary"......but "forever"....
Finally.. tears stop rolling down.... no more crying.. dear.. can we stop all those "unhappy" issue?.... can we continue our journey ?....
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