Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Dublin 11-14 Apr 09

It's been a while since I last post here...lol sorry babe...Been here for more than 2 months this was the 1st time I travel around Europe...oh, I forgot. I'm working in Germany...Hannover to be precise...It's a city in the Niedersachsen region which is northern part of Germany...



So, wilkommen in Deutschland...But this is not the one I want to share here..lol Check these out;







Me in brother's house (student) the only one in the neighbourhood without a car...lol
















The infamous UCD (if you zoom in the badge it has a harp on it...Guiness)








St. Stephens Green Park










Be the judge: Which one that makes this picture excellent? Model or photographer? (Careful with the answer)

Well that's all for now...Next destination...London here we come....

Sunday, April 5, 2009

leaving~

finally its my last day life in KL after two years here... I study here for one year and straight got a job for one year till end of this march.. thinking back life here.... I came here with tears... but who know..when i gonna back...tears in my eyes.....
Two years KL life.. its realy struggle... fun and tears... i meet a lot of buddies here.... i love them... by the way, I met my dear in KL.. hehehe.. we went to a lot of places togeter... we cheers and we realy apreciate each moment togeter... few months before we have been apart.... my dear went to Germany start his new working life there... I still remember those days which i still couldnt gt use being apart with my dear.. how many nites i slept with tears?.. cldnt remember....
In office..i realy apreciate my boss.. my colea especialy my "sister geng" hehee.. Jo,Quin,Pey,Joan.. i wont forget u guys forever n ever... realy love u guys........and thanks for cheers me and take care of me....
Tonite i went dinner with my cousin... a lovely gal... i feel down after say goodbye to her.. even we seldom meet here in KL but as long as we know tat we are not alone here.... i realy hate the feeling of being apart....
Anyway...its a fact...I am going back to Sibu... its no point to be sad here..... I have to plan for tomolo.... tis two years will be in my "mind" forever...i wld nvr forget people i met here... things i struggle for... and every single tin..... finally...its time to say goodbye...
Goodbye my friends... Goodbye KL..

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Tears~

Its just 630 in the morning but i oledy wake up... coz i need to fetch my dear to LRT Kelana Jaya.. Dear went back to KK today.. Actualy i oledy know tat i need to face tis but it just came too fast... I tot i m strong enugh to handle this but after today i just realise i m too weak to handle it... I cried the whole way bak to my home after drop my dear at lrt... I feel like i just.. i just like a crazy gal... totaly failed to control mysf.... I cldnt tink of wat can i do next.. I cldnt imagine the life without dear by my side.. My tears just roll down my face till i rly cldnt stop it... I realy feel bad..
Dear tol me not to cry anymore... he hughug me n kissed me... He tol me tat we still gt long journey to go... this is just part of te journey... I understand n i knw it... but i just cldnt control mysf from being sad... coz we can only meet meet 1yr later......... Dear is goin to Germany and work there at least 2yrs....
Thinking of booking the flight go to KK 5 dear..... but then i feel i realy cannt handle the 2nd times of heart broken seperate wif dear.... i tol mysf.. this will be the 1st time n oso the last time... Nex time we meet.. means i wil oways stay beside him... i wont chose to stay seperately wif him anymore..... coz i realy cannt handle it.....
A lot of ppl tink tat me n dear wont last longer... but we put our relationship on God.. HE let us togeter..HE wil blessed us wif FOEVER.. tats wat i pray too...
I love u so much dear... No1 can give me this feel b4 i meet u other than my family... U r rly important to me..... No matter where u are.. no matter wat u r doing.. U r oways my dear and i will love u... love u forever.....